actuality

when i was alone

you came around

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

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extra lessons have started, oh god, sitting in tamil class for one and a half hours everyday sure has its effects on me.
after school today went to town with kbl, ate at some indonesian restaurant. too bad jiayi had to leave early ):
I want to learn french, but I don't want to be so busy, but I'll ask my mum anyways, I don't even know if she'll allow me to. oh my mum's supposed to be at home today, I just realised she isn't, hoho. sat in kinokuniya reading magazines and gossiping about how cute edward is, I just love Edward!
-hugs twilightnewmooneclipse really tightly-
yup okay enough about my day, see you soon bye!

you lost a love in bed, and now it's just dead

Sunday, October 28, 2007

oh my god, yesterday I had a horrible dream, I dreamt my father died and the funeral was held in my school and it was so weird omg so disturbing!
when I woke up I was like about to cry ahahah, not funny at all. then in the dream it's like, i didn't realise it was my father's funeral I think, then when it ended I went and sat in my truck (?) and thought "it's your father's funeral, you're supposed to cry! what the hell are you doing?"
then I started crying a lot then candice and yulenda came and said "it's okay, you've still got us!" then I woke up I guess, oh you have no idea how relieved I was when I realised it was a dream. whooo!
my mum wants both of us to go on a trip to msia or somewhere cheap, yay I'm so excited, I wanna take a cruise or something!

Like you'd have even cared if I'd come, bitch. "Sorry," I said softly, giving her a smile that didn't quite reach my eyes.

Friday, October 26, 2007

oh damn I feel so bad, it's like my new maid, well maybe she's not so new anymore but still, she's always cooking things my sister and me don't like, for dinner, and we never eat it, and she makes a lot of it, and I feel really bad.
damn so many extra lessons during the holidays, and most of them mother tongue, I'm going to dieeeeeeee. okay bye I'm gonna eat girl guides cookies, tralalala.

hi! last day of school today, good riddance! nah I can't say that yet cause I still have one day to go. had band performance today, and after school went to bugis with josie and amanda. we were approached by this guy who offered us a free haircut and josie cut her hair short! hhehehe, anyway, I feel like I have a lot of things to do. lemme try and get myself organised.
-watch heroes
-return libby books
-return dinah's cd
-finish nineteen minutes
-remind myself about extra lessons
I have so many thigns to do! hahaha I know it doesn't seem that way but my mind feels so bloody jumbled up right now. I'm so annoyed, so many people are reading twilight now, stop it everyone! I don't wanna share edward with anyone ): I got girl guides cookies and ear studs today, yay. okay them i'm gonna watch heroes, bye!

Edward was standing at the foot of my bed, smirking. I glared at him. It wasn't easy-it would have been more natural to ogle.

Sunday, October 21, 2007

hello, I finished eclipse like onf riday or something, I rushed the last aprt cause I couldn't take the suspense anymore hahaha. The last part makes me hate Bella, for falling in love with Jacob. I mean doesn't she realise how LUCKY she is to ahve edward? and edward was so nice, he didn't even get mad when he found out, and he was so understanding and and.. ahahha I love edward he's so perfect! I hope there's a next book coming out, I think eclipse was my favourite of the three. The last part was so..heart-wrenching, I hate Bella when she's in love with Jacob, and I hate Jacob for making her fall in love with him.

"I love you, Bella," he murmured.
"I love you, Jacob," I whispered brokenly.
He smiled. "I know that better than you do."

Thursday, October 18, 2007

yay I'm so happy I can see chan tmr yayyayyay! oh I forgot to mention, a few days ago I was in this really crowded train and suddenly the train jerked and I sort of fell onto the woman behind me, and she was pregnant! HAHAHAHHA damn funny jeslin was laughing and laughing, and her husband was like (in chinese)"flat already!" HAHAHAH omg I was thinking what would happen if I'd killed her baby or something LOLOL.

If I, played you like a boy

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

yozz, i'm in the process of reading and treasuring every word of the third book in the twilight series, eclipse.
I love the way stephenie meyer writes, and the book's just so mesmerizing,I don't want it to end! today baked cookiezzzz in amdee's house, and took pictures for their noodles, I'm not a bad photographer, hoorah!
joanne and me got all high after making cookies and we kept doing weird things and playing with scarves and being weird and irritating amanda hehehe, we were being FLAMBOYANT. I reached home damn late, I hate 154, it's so bloodybloody slow.
tomorrow's sexuality education workshop, boohoohoo.
okay I'm really tired now but I'm gonna devour eclipse, ehehhe, bye. my siste's suddenly obsessed with zoey 101, -.-

"It's late," he said again, murmuring, almost crooning now, his voice smoother than silk. "sleep, my Bella. Dream happy dreams. You are the only one who has ever touched my heart. It will always be yours. Sleep, my only love."

Monday, October 15, 2007

today was a high day, and i did what my horoscope asked me to do, though not intentionally, to let go or something, be outgoing, yeah. bowling was fun, i guess the first time i did it i really had beginner's luck ): my ring finger is throbbing coz it got caught between 2 bowling balls and my thumb just looks funny coz the balls were ehavy. and I dunno why i'm having trouble typing now. my hypocrite sister really has an attitude problem. okay byeeeee i have lots of archie comics to read!

let yourself go, let it go, let it slip