actuality

when i was alone

you came around

Thursday, June 28, 2007

you do something that i just can't explain.

yoohoo! i thought of many things to blog about on my way home, but i hope i remember them now. first, chan, i wanna talk to you coz i have lots to tell you and shak is pretty much unreachable cept online. today was a sciencey day. haha really, we had like 4 periods of bio, which is like..2 hours? or more. and 4 periods of chem too. it wasn't as bad as i thought it would be, besides bio coz it was like 2 hours of theory -_-
yeah anyway, chem prac at the end of the day was really fun. joanne and me were mixing all the chemicals together to make cool colours and stuff, hahaha. then we made this black liquid, and i was like asking people "you want coke?" hahaha. and we put aluminium powder in one of the liquids, and we were so scared miss liang'd come and scold us or something so we were like freaking out and tryinna wash it all away. hahahaha it was really funny. then after school jiayi, amanda, peiyi and me went to eat at kfc, and talked. okay amanda, are you happy now, i talked to you? haha. it was kinda productive, and now i have more things to tell you chan coz i'm confused. our new english teacher is like.. -.- boring. he's damn weird. oh oh have you tried peach juice? i know it sounds weird, haha, but it's really damn nice. like very sweet. i finished the whole packet in my house :/ anyway, we got a new timetable and on mondays we have like 4 periods of humans :OOOOOOOO sigh. yes, life's like that. k i gotta go drink peach juice, nah kidding, milo now. zai jian!

Labels: baby you set the trend.

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

you're the perfect thing to see (:

-i dropped to band 2 for humans and band 2 is damn boring, i was falling asleep, literally, in class today.
-had super band today. again, it was just an introduction. we'll only start playing next week. i'm the only girl playing drums! :O

i hate having no one to talk to. no, it's not that. the people i talk to don't have the reaction i want them to have. they either laugh it off or dont care or something. what makes my life worse is that i can hardly see 2 of my best friends, and i hardly get to talk to the other one. i really miss last december):

Labels: the same thing always happens when you're gone.

Monday, June 25, 2007

i can be anything i want to be and yet, never feel more like myself when i'm with you.
there's this straits times thingy about you best friend, you're supposed to tell them about your bestfriend and why he/she is. but i'm not good at describing my best friends in 20 words or less. today was a horrible day, in general. i feel like such a loser everywhere. no, not a loser. i just don't share the same stupid, useless views as others so i can't communicate with them. i was like as quiet as a mouse during one lesson. i'm so pathetic, arrgh. i hate goody two shoes. they spoil everything. i feel like strangling them soemtimes. $^%*&#%^%@ fuck i don't wanna go to school tomorrow. hate that place.

Labels: let me hear you scream.

Friday, June 22, 2007

hello!
sorry i haven't beem updating lately. my cousins came on wed and stayed til friday.
omg it was so fun but bloody exhausting! we played tennis like everyday for many many hours haha. ahhhhhh it was so great, it makes me wanna not go back to school even more.
why does everyone keep saying "back to school"?
it sounds even WORSE that way. can't they just treat like another day, that we just have to go to school?
fuckkkkkkk. had pizza yesterday night, YUM, i ate my socks off. haha.
and my mum spoiled the night by starting the "i'm getting really worried about your studies" argument.
IT'S MY LIFE AND I WILL DO WHAT I WANT TO WITH IT OKAY. IF I WANT TO BE A SECURITY GUARD, I WILL.
seriously, she keeps wanting me to do big things like biomed and what shit. it's not like no one's gonna talk to our family when they find out their daughter's like a radio DJ or something. haiyo.
it's so bloody obvious she prefers my sister, and she NEVER.LISTENS.TO.ME.
i hate my family sometimes. i'm gonna be damn devastated when my maid leaves for india cause she's never coming back.
): i bet i'm gonna cry every night or something. she's the only one who actually listens to me and sticks up for me. i better go before my mum comes back and suspects i'm chatting (wtf?) again. bye.

Labels: and i'm starting to lose my mind.

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

HELLO! my cousins are coming over to stay, and play tennis, and swim, and watch movies, and have fun! yay. i think we're gonna watch fantastic 4 tmr or something, but i dont like fan4, so i'm gonna persuade them to watch nancy drew ahah. my sister's working at the esplanade art cafe or something, which is so cool, she can steal cheesecake whenever she wants! ^^ right. so i gotta go now okay? try not to miss me!

Labels: she's like so whatever.

Saturday, June 16, 2007

CHAN I DONT HAVE THE WATER BOOKLET! i gave it to my aunt ): but i can check for you k? haha.

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

helloo!
i think that i should get like, a serious hold on my life. it seriously bugs me that my sister's doing so much, and i'm just sitting at home like an idiot.
i guess the excuse is that i'm young? but who cares! i feel like going trekking.
it just seems so cool.
like a real adventure. even though i'm not exactly a wildlifey person, i wanna try.
and yes, i still haven't started my dreaded homework. i really don't know what i'm going to do. i do wanna enjoy the last few days of the holidays.
there's like less than 20 days before school starts! okay shh don't talk about school. sigh.

Labels: march on.

Sunday, June 10, 2007

HELP ME.
i haven't started on any homework. why do the holidays seem so short this yearrrr?
and i have no clue what to write for the 'how i made a difference' compo. HELP! must be true.
arghhhhhh i havent done any homework!
eh chan please call me, i got lots of stuff to ask you.

hello, i learned something today.
something like, if you're having trouble with the relationship you're in, think of someone who's never been loved. that sort of thing. ^^
it's actually very smart. today had duty at annalakshmi and there was some birthday party so the whole restaurant was closed. swathi and me didn't have to do anything, cept watch the stupid kids play musical chairs and other stupid games.
but there were a few cute kids hahaha, daaaaaamn cute.
i have nothing planned for this week, third week of the hols cause my grandma's staying at my place. but, i wanna go somewhere.
sister came back today, sooooooo yeah back to normal lifestyle. ystd went to watch this amazing dance show with my mum at esplanade.
man it was bloody nice la. this french lady and this indian guy were dancing, and they're like so natural! heh.
yeah anyway i miss you chan call soon k?
byezzzzzz!!1

Friday, June 08, 2007

hello!
today went to vivooooooo with afina and shein. we ate at coffee bean and banquet, then met ian and went to see the sea, like for five mins.
then walked around and shein went home so the three of us went to plaza sing and walked around. haha then we were like in times bookstore looking around. then i was like looking at matilda, you know, the book.
then chan called then i was like "hello!"
then i took the book(without realising) and walked out of the store, talking to chan. and then i went back inside and i was like "EH! why the thing never make noise?"
cause there was that tall thingy that'll go teet teet if you walk out without paying. and it didn't make any noise, and the cashier person didn't even see! haha i could've stolen the book.
yeah then we ate in mac and bused home.
whoa very hot. i have loads of holiday hmwk to do and i haven't even started.

-english compo
-some tamil shitz
-chem?
-BIO

k i think, and hope, that's all. i shall do eng now cause it's sorta the easiest. shall just write rubbish, k bye! =D

Labels: i think about you baby.

Tuesday, June 05, 2007

hellow!
on sunday went shopping with my mum and sister. and boy was it obvious that my mum prefers my sister):
i feel damn sad about that. like anything i wanted, NO. but my sister gets everything.
what did i even do to deserve this?
i'm sorry i'm not your perfect child. went to the libby today to study.
duh, obviously i didn't end up studying, i read instead. eh eh anyone got john tucker must die vcd? i wanna watchhhhhhh!
my sister's going to msia or indo or somewhere tmr to climb the mount kinabalu.
YES NO SISTER FOR THREE DAYS. i think it's 3 days lah.
anyway i bet i'll end up missing her and when she comes back i'll wish she never came back.
okay then i have to go now cause i feel like watching a movie. bye! :D

Labels: watch the chemicals react.