actuality

when i was alone

you came around

Friday, March 30, 2007

1. chandrika
2. afina
3. shakti
4. ranjini
5. haniz
6. sumathi
7. dinah
8. nawshein
9. joanne
10. amanda

How'd u meet 3?
dance!

What would you do if you had never met
number 1?

my life would just be so boring. i miss you!

What would you do if 6 and 2 were
going out?

erm..okay..

Have you ever seen 4 cry?

um no.

Where did you meet number 10?

school!

How do you know 8?

8? band and school and yeah.

What would you do if 5 confessed they
loved you?

okay thanks!

A fact/or something about 9?

she always wears gay tubes and mini shorts and push-up brasto go out, shh, don't tell anyone! nah, just kidding!

Who is 2 going out with?

no one!

What's 4 do for a living?

um, think about me?

Would you ever live with number 8?

i don't mind!

Where does 3 live?

bukit timah!

What do you like about number 1?

she adores me like hell! nah kidding, she always makes me feel so special(:

Is 2 your best friend?

yeah, totally :D love her loads.

Do you miss number 3?

yeah, but i'm gonna see her today, so yay(:

What is your opinion of number 5?

D-A-I-N-T-Y.

Is 10 a power ranger?

HAHA yeah, the pink one. was there a pink one?

Labels: cause you wrote my name across your hand.

the phantom of the operaaaaa

the phantom of the opera wasn't as nice as i thought it would be. they advertised it till so nice but it didn't turn out so well. the effects were nice though. and the dancing, woah. (: we sat at the highestttttttt circle, so we kinda had an aerial view, almost like a helicopter haha! and haniz, your cam's still with me. haniz's dad dropped us there and we were almost late cause we took so long to eat at secret recipe. dinah's dad dropped us home,thanks dinah!

Labels: in the end somehow it always comes back to you.

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

Everywhere I Go-Katherine Mcphee
my horoscope says my romantic life has progressed, HAH, how ironic. i'm tryinna get a photobucket acct now, cause i have many manys picturessssssss, and i vant to be organised. yay today after school haniz and me chonged, as in really, chionged to tiong immediately after school so that i could miss my tamil atp :p i hope there wasn't any atp at all. yeahz anywayz i have an important conference call later with my clients, so i have to go now, ciaoz ;D

Labels: i don't even feel the distance.

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

You are entering a sensitive phase, so take care of yourself and avoid strangers.
THAT IS SO TRUE. i hate the bloody fucker i'm talking to on msn right now. go to hell! you tell me one thing, and make me all happy, and now you act like you never said it at all! i couldn't have been hallucinating, could i? &*^&^$%#W& ASSHOLE. just..$#^%*(&%^$#&*^(*&%$^#

hello, and today was...-drum roll- actually i dunno, but i reached home the almost latest ever today. cause we stayed in school after band till 7+ playing soccer. mrs lam mei you lai today so we had 4 periods free, hurrah boohoo. eheh, i'm high! got a stupid friggin tmail compo to do): and i didn't manage to escape the tamil test, i had to do it today while she was going through the points of the compo with everyone else, so unfortunately, i missed it. ok whateveri'm not making any sense. so what if i can't manage my money? so what if i've got just $4.30 for the whole of tomorrow? i'll survive. alrightey then, i must attend to my composition now, good day, goodbye. ;)

Labels: ikichoooooooooooo

Sunday, March 25, 2007

arghhhh! -pulls out hair- i hate it when i remember that there's a show that i wanna watch at say, 2pm and when i next remember about it, it's 3 already. must.watch.scrubs.at.530.please.don't.forget. i haven't done my homework. i'll do it at night. lalala, okay goodbye.

Labels: i fell in love with you suddenly.

i'm such a retard, i skipped school today. i'm such a bad person, i'm gonna become a convict or something when i grow up and land up in one of those scary prisons like in prison break. well it's scary to me okay! i actually wanted to repair afina's blog, but i can't log in to hers, so i changed my skin instead, hurray. i might just change it again. i must make use of my free time today to finish homework. i think i'm a little sick, cause my head has been hurting like hell, continuously, for 3 days or so, i think its cause all of my phlegm and god knows what else built up at my neck there, and my head feels so heavy, i feel like i have a small neck, i feel like E.T! alrightys, shall go do homework nowz, bye!

Labels: baby it's you.

hello! ahhhhh i'm like super tiring, my weekend=very very tiring, and i'm sleepy! i try to sleep whenever i'm free but sleep only comes from like 11pm to 12 noon the next day, which isnt very convenient for me. the rajastani dance was a flop, chan i hope you didn't come. they stopped the cd deliberately halfway and made us leave, no apologies or whatever, #$%^%&&*^(&*&%$%#^%@!% i just felt like shouting "fuckers" at them all. ah who cares, maybe we weren't meant to perform there. today had duty which i wouldn't have survived through if reshmi wasn't there, cause it was boring. and every time i'm on duty orange happens to be on duty too, but yay, i get to see his cute face :D omg chan i bet you're missing this):
boring boring. school tmr, ): i wanna go sleep now,

Friday, March 23, 2007

hello! today was..yeahhhhhh..heh. got back our source based qns test, and i got 6/12! YAY. at least i didnt fail. maybe miss ray likes me a little :D after school there was band, which was okay. i feel the sudden urger to be a basketballer! argh reallyyyyyyy!! i wanted to play bball after band but it started raining,boohoo): I WANT TO PLAY BASKETBALL! so bad. WHy doesnt my house have a bball court?? anyway, tmr i have a dance performance, hope it goes well :D i don't understand A THING in chemistry. sometimes when i feel that i'm being the nice person, someone hates me for it. but i dodt do anything wrong! is it wrong to be who i am? and my neck is hurting so bad, OWWWWWWWWW.

Labels: you were all the things i THOUGHT i knew.

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

hello! YAY i got 17/20 for my maths test! yay i'm so proud of ymself cause now i know i'm smart! HAHAHA. ystd had to run 2.4! aiyoh so tiring, i reallyyyyyy have to practice! i wanted to run today but it had to rain. ): then today had pe again! ahaha we are super fit people we had pe twice this week! played bball and it was like so rough yet fun? i keep hurting people1 im so violent, but unknowingly. then jeslin drew a heart on my hand during geoggie. and then we have this stupid music project to do. i wonder when we have to hand it in. yay later got Heroes! anyway after school went home with afina then slept for like 4 hrs? i was so lazy to egt up, and i'm lazy to do my hmwk so im not gonna do it. but i should do it. okay i will. shall do it now. bye!

Labels: all i wanna do is find a way back into love.

Sunday, March 18, 2007

hello! went for dance todayyyyyyyy, i find i can't dance at alll. and i think i'm becoming more self-conscious. eww. umm, after that had rajastani practice then went to drink milo dinosaur roar! then went home with shakuti. hmmmmmm, tomorrow school starts again and it doesn't even feel like it. the same old boring routines again! boohoo.

Labels: let me see the love in your eyes.

Friday, March 16, 2007

Step Up-Samantha Jade

i'm feeling so bored. yesterday's band was #$^#@ as usual. blah blah, today there's dance later, and i don't feel like going, i have a feeling it's gonna suck, just like every single day of my holiday has. ): haven't finished my hmwk..there's like no interesting articles in the newspaper..why isn't anyone remotely interesting online..except ian. lalalala..i feel like watching scrubs! ahh okay shall go be bored now, buaiiiiiiiizzzzzzzzzzzzx!

Labels: just a little insight.

Thursday, March 15, 2007

hello, it's funny how the last few days when i was stuck at home i badly wanted to go out and now when i have to go out i feel like staying home! home really is the place to be, boohoo. no i'm getting the i-dread-going-back-to-school feeling again, sigh. it always happens during holidays.

Labels: is this how we say goodbye?

Jojo-How To Touch A Girl

ahh, the past two days, meaning today and ystd, have been utterly boring lol.
stayed at home and did nothing..
was watching scrubs just now, it's a pretty stupid show, but i somehow got addicted to it :D
tomorrow there's band, hope it's fun.
i dont waaaaaant to finish my hmwk. just so lazy.
hmm i wonder what's for dinner, gtg, ciao.

Labels: i think i might like you.

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

Yesterday was the class gathering. Afina came to my house after her school then we left for school, took 154, then we got down at the 196 bus stop and took the bus from the wrong side! HAHAH we ended up at clementi -.- walked to school from clementi then took bus to east coast. ate at the mac then went to cycle! yay so fun, then i was like to slowest cycler hahah. but nvm, then it started raining after a while, and it was quite fun to cycle in the rain. We returned the bikes then bought stuff at 7-11 then took 196 home! Sat with ian in the bus and crapped a lot, hahaha! Hmm, right now i'm so bored, i have to stay at home the whole day. Haven't even started my hmwk.
should I? but i'm so lazy..
looking for something nice to do.. vdeklin xdsha HAHAH that's my name when i tried to type it with my elbows..
sorry i'm self-entertaining myself..YES found a quiz! here goes..

[PERSON ONE]
Chandrika

1) How long have you known this
person?
umm..3 years? i dunno!

2) Where Does this person live? admiralty!

3) Is this person older thAn u?
yeah

4) Does he/she have any siblings?
yeah, an annoying little brother.

5) Do you have any classes with this
person?
yup.

[PERSON TWO]
afina

1) What is this person's nick name to
you?
um..

2) Have you done anything illegal
with this person?
HAHAH no.

3) What song(s) remind you of this
person?
hmm..wherever you will go? actually i dunno..

4) Do you trust him/her?
yeah!

5) How did you meet?
in newtown!

[PERSON THREE]
shakti

1) What noise reminds you of this
person?
um, a lot of talking?

2) Does he/she have any siblings?
yeah, a younger sister.

3) What school does this person go
to?
mgs

4) Is this person athletic?
not really i think..except for dance?

5) What do you like most about this
person?
her compassion(:

6) Has this person ever spent the
night at your house?
nope

[PERSON FOUR]
haniz

1) Who is this person's
boyfriend/girlfriend?
mei you!

2) How long have you known this
person?
3 years! :D

3) When's the last time you saw this
person?
um, friday!

4) Does this person have a crush on
anyone?
don't think so..maybe jiro? hahah

5) Who is this person to you?
good friend! (=

6) How did you meet?
newtown!

omg this post is like so lame. i guess that's what you become when you're left alone for too long.

Labels: i'll go wherever you will go.

Monday, March 12, 2007

Yoohoo, i just came back from jogging. Feel so refreshed, and yet at the same time i feel smelly and stinky. Shakti, i think i might just take up your speak good english think, except just for typing, thxberrymuch. I'm watching an ugly man on TV singing some lame song. Tomorrow, is the e23 class gathering, we're going cycling! I haven't cycled in ages, I hope i still remember how to do it :D Okay i gotta go now, bye!

Labels: i'd rather be alone.

Sunday, March 11, 2007

today went for amaths lesson in the morning, how lethargic. after that went to eat at kfc then wanted to kbox but went bowling(for the first time btw) with jiayi, amanda and jeslin. bowled and then went home, pictures!

MY FIRST TIME :D

THE ALLEY, it was so empty when we came.

Labels: you step up i'll step up too.

Saturday, March 10, 2007

today was fun but super tiring, as in my eyes are closing as i type this. i just realised that not using a mouse aka using a laptop mouse is #@%$& annoying. today morning woke up at 5am and went to school then took the suttle bus thingy whatever to marina for the heart walk.we had to sell tickets for MONEHHHHHHHHH and jeslin and me sold 8 booklets, woohoo :D after the whole thing we went to eat lunch and lau pa sat then took train home, and in the train i just fell asleep without knowing it, even jeslin's noisiness couldnt wake me up, sorry jeslin :D
went home and slept then left for dance. dance was like so tiring, duh, it's suja akka's class, what to expect! then had lagaan prac, fun fun, HAHAH. went home with shukti and chan and talked about our futura aka future! HOW COOL IS THAT haha. i can't wait for the future! i think. okay gtg zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz now byezzzzzzzzz

Labels: all i'm gonna be is incomplete.

Friday, March 09, 2007

wow, i just realised i havent' had an emo post in ages, so lemme give randomness a go.
why isit that when everyone else's lives get interesting mine gets boring and vice versa?
i love you more with every breath, truly madly deeply
so where do we go now?
i wish i knew what you were thinking, really i do.
but why me? right now i feel more imperfect than ever, and it doesn't make sense to me.
am i supposed to be happy?
i seriously dont mind giving yu my ticket, cept that i paid for it.
i'm not very excited for phantom, got our tics today, i think i'm sitting beside dinah and joanne, yay:D
hope i dont lose it by march 30.
monday's my sis's bday, should i get her a gift?
if you loved me, you would be here with me

Labels: 40 kinds of sadness.

i always seem to have nothing to blog about. today band was @$%*__)(*^%&$*
we played bottle soccer, me and jeslin against clifford and gilbert, and overall we won :D
tomorrow there's the heart walk thing, and i've to wake up at 5am. Please let me get some proper sleep at least for 1 day of the holidays, please! dance people, must go out during holidays, can? I'm feeling very sporty, anyone wanna join me for sports?

Labels: this feeling's taking control.

Thursday, March 08, 2007

Far Away-Nickelback

herrrrrrlow, today got back my PPR, thanks berry much. wait ah, i go take the evil paper.okay back. i think my L1R5 is like..19? 19! that's like..ARGH!
so anyway, here's my terrible horrible results..

english; 67.5 B3? ):
tamil; 58 B4
amaths; 62.5 B4
emaths; 71.3 A2! (:
biology; 70 A2 LEH! i have no idea how i achieved that. :D
chem; 55 B4 even my tamil's better than my chem.
comb. humans; 46.5 :p shit. i'm so dead for this. i've never failed overall before for any subject. :p
mr low's remarks say that i like to share ideas with my friends, aka i'm very talkative. HAHAH. wokay, gtg now, tmr got SBQ test for ss, :/

Labels: if i don't see you anymore.

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

today after school jeslin and me went for the talk for the heart walk thing, yay :D we got our tshirts, actually i think it's gonne be quite boring. then after the talk we ate dinner at junction 8 and took many trains home, and made a fool of ourselves on the train. that jeslin is like so much more fun than afina lah :D okay byesssssssssssssssss

Monday, March 05, 2007

arrrrhhhhhhhh, after school chionged to tiong, hahah that rhymes.

it's not that easy. forget, forget, forget, but i haven't forgotten. is it my fault you're so hard to forget? i wish those voices in my head could just stop. FORGET.

Labels: feels like you mean it.

Sunday, March 04, 2007

hello, today was extreme fun, but let the pictures speak, i hope they aren't too big or what.

we were tryinna spell sex, but my leg hurt okay!

short of one person for love, but we're never short of love(:

umm..matrix?

i love you, you love me!

CHAN, you stupid idiot, you always miss out on all the fun! :D

Friday, March 02, 2007

today, cross country, i did it! jogged the whoooooole way, but didnt get a medal, though i was hoping for one. nvm, next year :D victory house won 2nd, yay. after that adhi, shein, afina, niz and me went to tiong to get a new wallet for me cause mine fell in the mud, ): (: and my shoes were totally brown, because of all the slushy mud. ewwww, anyway, got a wallet, sorta. then adhi and shein left, and the remaining three of us, went to vivo's sky garden, and godddddddd, it was like sooooo damn peaceful there lah, there was hardly anyone there. AH, it was seriously damn super nice, i don't think i can ever forget the atmosphere. so nice. then all those construction workers people kept talking abt us and lughing, and they came and said "your shoes are so dirty, use a brush to clean it" wtf? anyway, we had loads of fun, taking many pics, jumping and splashing around. haniz left, then afina went for hmt and i came home. i wanna sleep but i dont wanna get off the com. shall try and foce myself to though, bye!

Labels: thought you should know.

Thursday, March 01, 2007

i could get used to this-the veronicas
thats like the rockingest song ever, for now :D after school crapped with afina at the canteen, it was so funny. we sent an anonymous secret admirer letter to someone, LOL! then i went to meet chan at jurong, and we ate at kfc. went to libby, and duh, didn't manage to study, what dyou think? after that went home, and happy _ _ _ _ _ day chan! HAHAH. tomorrow got cross country, i wanna try and run without stopping, i wonder if that's possible. if it is, i just hope i don't die of exhaustion.hope i have fun tmr, :/ bye!

Labels: when i'm mixed up in my head.