actuality

when i was alone

you came around

Sunday, December 31, 2006

oh yeah! went for pri schl bbq on 29 dec!! lazy to type, so some photos!! (:

i was just testing the food. hehe! (=

Labels: and all that's left is memories.

right. i suppose i'd better write my thank yous. um, it's in NO particular order.

hmm..
AFINA! haha. thanks loads for EVERYTHING YOU'VE DONE. thanks for listening to my useless, hopeless crap, bearing with me, bitching with me, buying bubble tea with me (we must make it at least twice a week, ok? =D) , thanks for letting me come to ur house and waste ur internet bill. thanks for trying to irritate me! haha. thanks for taking horrible pics with me. thanks for loving me for who i am. and thanks for being my bestie. (:
i love you loads! and promise we'll NEVER froget each other!!

CHAN! also, THANKS FOR EVERYTHING. thanks for listening to my crap too, thanks for bearing with me too, thanks for sticking with me. i REALLY appreciate it. thanks for hugging me, thanks for not ditching me, thanks for playing lame games with me, for understanding me, for laughing at me, for spending time with me, for getting scolded cuz of me, for letting ur brother torture me, and thanks for loving me just as i am. hehe. and thanks for being my bestie too! i love you loads! hey, we gotta keep meeting after school at least more than twice a month, ok? :D

um..
HANIZ! thanks for taking the bus with me, thanks for helping me out even though you didn't need to, for accompanying me, for sharing stuff and secrets with me, all the small things mean a lot. yay, we're in the same class next yr! haha. stick wimme, alright? (=

SWATHI&SUMI! haha. thanks for being my cuzzies, for believing and listening 2 my crap, for srting crap out wimme, for accompanying me, for making me wait, for helping me put make-up (thanks to chan too!) , for calling me, for getting scolded cuz of me, for bitching wimme, i'm glad we're related? haha! =D love ya!

ADHI! thanks for supporting me, for meeting me, for making me wait, for helping me, for teaching me, for sitting wimme, for helping me with my atrocious tamil, for ENCOURAGING me (you're good at that), for doing bad stuff wimme, for correcting me, for going for recess wimme, for sharing money+food wimme, for being the person you are. i lvoe you loads! i love oyu like i love chocolate!! haha. (:

SHAKTI&RANJI! i dunno if you'll read this, but in the short month we had together, i think we became really close, and thanks for bearing with my crap, for complimenting me, for making me feel good, for hugging me, for loving me, for sharing ur secrets and thoughts wimme, for not giving up on me, for sticking by me. LOVE YA!!!! :D

whoo. that was fun!! and thanks to all the other stupid ppl who make my life rock and my world brighter. (= like ian, rachael, thanks for being my friends and cheering me up!!! thanks joel and brandon, for insulting me, and having fun wimme in class. um, candice, joanne, yulenda and you guys! thanks!! i'll never forget you all. =D

i'm glad i had such a blessed class like 2/3. I LOVE 2/3!! and i'll never forget how lucky i am to have all the other friends i have!! i love you! no words can express my love for you all. hehe. OH, AND MY PRIMARY SCHOOL GIRLS! hugs and kisses!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! xxxxxxxxxxxxx!!!! haha!

right, that's all, and if i've forgotten anyone, i'm sorry, but thanks anyway!!!! muacks! haha. (=
CIAO!!

Labels: get tangled up in me.

last post of the year! HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLES!! hope you all are gonna have a better 2007 than i am. i think i watched a lot of movies this month.
-bridget jones' diary
-vanilla sky
-night at the museum
-before sunrise
-charlotte's web
-material girls
-step up
-cinderella story
-she's the man
-mean girls
-confessions of a teenage drama queen
-little shop of horrors
-crazy/beautiful
-LOTR return of the king

and i can't rmb the rest. that's A LOT for a month. sigh. make way for the new year!
dear god, please let it be an eventful, remember-able, bearable, happy year. PLEASE!! and let everyone else's be too. thx. i gotta go entertain my relatives now. i feel like crying cuz it's the last day. CIAO. ))))):

Labels: you fall into pieces everytime.

Friday, December 29, 2006

internet's slow cuz of taiwan earthquake. heh.

um today went to bukit batok at 230 for bbq. then waited till 245 then dar came. at 315 ta came wit amanda n celine. we took the bus 2 amanda's hse. then we went there n slacked around for a while. then MA came 2 meet us. n we saw bim-bim! and she gave us icecream then went off. then we all went down 2 the bus stop 2 wait for everyone. then i thought qi was in one bus so i flagged it and in the end she wasn't there, and the uncle opened the door for me. haha! so funny. there were only lyk 2 ppl in the bus. then everyone came and we ran up the hill! i thinik half the time, i dun even understand what i'm typing. ..
ANW, i'm very lazy 2 type out whatever happened. basically, we bbq-ed and played lame games. haha, we played piggyback race, and whent hey said go, we dropped whoever we were piggybacking and ran. ahha! um..we left around 12. eh no! haha, i mean 10. hehe. ya. whoo. so fun!!

and NO, i am NOT looking forward to gg 2 schl AT ALL. I DUN WANNA GO BACK TO SCHOOL, NOT IN A MILLION YEARS. SCHOOL SUCKS. ):
)': sigh. well, i gtg now. CIAO! :D

Labels: 40 kinds of sadness.

Thursday, December 28, 2006

HELLO! ystd was sposed 2 go to escape with my cuzzies, swathi, sumi, and kritika. but then it was raining, so we went 2 causeway 2 watch movie instead. we decided 2 watch night at the museum! it's really nice!! haha. then we ate at the banquet there and went 2 take neoprints! then we went to aunty mani's house. on the way there, we went 2 the bubble tea shop! man, i'm neevr gg there again! the stupid aunty!! first swathi asked for mango red tea, then she didnt put pearls. so she had 2 make again. then sumi asked for strawberry red tea, and the lady made strawberry milk tea! haiyo!! so she made again. then i asked for strawberry ice blended no pearls. then she put pearls. haha! i think the lady surely get fired ah. haha. then swathi n kritika were walking infront of sumi n me, n we were walking slowly, n they were walking so fast!

then after a while we cldn't find them! haha. and we nearly got lost, cuz both of us didn't know which block to go. but we crossed the road n we found them. haha. so we went 2 the house, and aunty mani was so hostile 2 me. i think i know why. and i tried 2 learn the guitar there. cuz nitin has a guitar. n yay! i can play twinkle twinkle little star and happy birthday! haha. so fun!! then nitin came home and asked if we wanted 2 go watch charlotte's web.so we went, and he treated us 2 dinner and the tics. whoo! so fun. and he cried during the movie!! HAHA. nitin's lyk..19 and he cried! and the rest of us didn't! haha. then aft that i went home! reached home at lyk..10. yay, mummy never scold. hehe. and today i'm going for pri schl class bbq at amanda lim's place.

oh yeah! on wed we went 2 buy stuff for the bbq at IMM! but first we went 2 delifrance for ta 2 have lunch. then i kept on laughing, n i cldn't even ask the guy for order. then i asked him "how much is plain water?" and he said it was free! haha. then aft that we called all the ppl 2 come. then taahira called candice's hse, and her bro..oops, i have 2 go! i'm gonna be late. um..continue another time or smthng. sorry! ciao!! (:

Labels: i guess i need you.

Sunday, December 24, 2006

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!!!!!

ot nothing to do, so might as well blog. i'm not going anywhere today! i have to stay at home and ROT. what a horrible christmas. i just hope everyone else's xmas isn't like mine. ystd went for the midnight mass. it was quite boring. but the songs were nice. i kept sneezing then i had to keep on going out of the hcapel to throw away tissue. haha. sigh. BORING. i've been so bored that i started watching movies on youtube. i've watched material girls (saved 7 bucks), cinderella story and she's all that. i wanna watch love actually today. missed it ystd. ): i hope they have. on youtube, they dun have half the nice movies. haiyo. k, i'm gonna watch movies now. ciao! :D

Labels: deck the halls with boughs of holly.

Saturday, December 23, 2006

hello! i'm currently watching james blunt strip!! haha! kidding lah..watching mtv's top 10 pop vids of 2006! hehe. anw, ystd went out with mummy, and i got a new top! YAY. well, it's not actually a top, it's..u noe, those short tops..yea..lala. i think tonight we're gg to the midnight mass at the church. happy christmas eve! my dad's playing christmas songs downstairs. and i wanna sleep. it's 1139am. yay! i like the shakira "hips dun lie" vid.
wah, she dances damn well lah. shakira says her hips have always been an indication of a great song, hence the song title. lol! lala..SO BORING! I HAVE ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO DO AT HOME. NIL. NADA. I AM DYING OF BOREDOM. HELP ME!!
well, i have to go and be bored now. BYE. CIAO. hmph.

Labels: when you talk like that.

Friday, December 22, 2006

omg! the new harry potter book!! HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS! -screams-
whoo! i'm so excited!! lol.

ystd rachael, ian and brandon came to my hse to play tennis! haha. it was fun. then they left at arnd 11..then i went for dance. man i wanna buy the veronicas cd! i'm gonna save money to buy it!! and when i told my mum, she was all "i think u better save to pay ur phone bill."
wth! spoil everything. hmph. nvm, let her cut the line lah. i think my life wouldn't be so bad without my phone. i'll survive. (:

Labels: i like what i see.

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

HEY! haha.
today morning met adhi at dover then we went to school. met niz at the foyer then we went 2 get our geoggy bookies. hehe. then we sat at the foyer, and afina and shaun came. then we started tearing snow. after a while, more ppl came. then we went up 2 the music room and practised. i was supposed 2 be the policewoman, but guru switched wimme and i became the mimey person. hehe.
then for lunch we had pizza! whoo!! i think i stuffed myself! lol. was having bad stomach cramps in the morning.):
then we left for KK at arnd..i dunno what time. haha. when we reached there, we painted our faces n changed and whatnot. then we went around tryinna get ppl 2 come and watch. i think most of em were scared of our painted faces. WHITE U NOE! haha. i went up to one woman and i was like "hi!! u wanna come watch our show? blah blah.."
and she went "omg u scared me!" haha.!! so encouraging right. hehe.
then we performed lah. funfun. hehe.
then we went back to school and washed our faces and mr tseng treated us to icecream at swensens. we went 2 the westmall one. mr tseng so mean!! he said he ate chicken rice while waiting for us 2 come , thats why he didn't order food at swensens. cuz he took motorbike there, n we took bus. HMPH. so mean right? haiyo. anw, it was damn fun at swensens, haha. afina and me fought over the banana split. hehe.
um, here are some pics.

BANANA SPLIT! YUM.

hehe.

ok, the pics are taking bloody long, meanwhile, i shall blog. after eating, shaun, afina and me walked around westmall..i felt a bit....extra-ded there..shaun was like so hostile lah..sorry..
anwz..um..aft that i came home lah..
PLEASEPLEASE let mummy allow ian n rach 2 come on friday!!!! PLEASE.
k, i gtg now. ciao! =D

Labels: everybody grooves., everytime you move

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

HELLO! haha.
did u noe that it's flooded in woodlands now? cool eh? singapore! FLOODED!! haha. this morning afina called and told me that theeban and yulenda backed out of the carolling. and she asked me what to do. so i said maybe i can take over theeban, but i wasn't so sure. but they all were pleading, so i agreed. then when i was about to leave, she calls me and says that if i come no use. wth.

damn this stupid blogger. cannot put in colour. um, i think i'm going for carolling tmr.cuz i have 2 go collect my geog book, and i'll be in school, so i might as well go. and anw, i think we're supposed to do the mime. i dunno! nobody's telling me anything. :/
and i can't get afina at all. maybe i'll call haniz later.

on mon went for dance. there was me, chan, kritika, sumi, vignesh n 2 seniors. so fun! it was the first time i had a 3 hr class. 2-5pm. and suja akka's class is lyk super SUPER diff from aunty jyothi's one. but it's super fun. whee!

supposed 2 go for prayers at the temple tonight..but the woodlands area or somewhere is flooded. heh. um, i better go. dinner time. macaroni! ciao!! (=

Labels: it ends tonight.

Sunday, December 17, 2006

hello! today i met afina at the clementi busstop then we went to school together.
n then when we reached school, ian was alr there. we sat and talked for a while.
then adhi came with her mum. then niz came. then yulenda. one by one everyone came. ian changed phone!! i hate him. ):
then my dad came earlier than expected. he came with the car at 1030.
then adhi followed us 2 buy books. n we bought. i didn't know im taking comb geog. heh. i ticked pure geog in the booklist. correct what!! but the auntie said it's comb. i dun get the diff.
then after we bought, we went home. and i'm here now.
i feel quite bad that i didn't stay on..but i wanna go on wed.
sorry i didn't stay, afina.
hmm..later got dance. yay!
heh. um..oh!
guess what?? my stupid bear ketchain fell off!! argh. i dun think i;m meant to have a hp keychain man. now all i have left hanging from my phone is the string of the piggy and a pin. and the string of the teddy bear. ):
i dun care. maybe ltr i'll go buy.
ok, i gtg now. ciao! :D

Labels: don't let us lose it.

Saturday, December 16, 2006

can it be?

hi. i know i'm gonna sound like i'm insane in this post, but who cares.
ystd night i couldn't sleep at all. i went to bed at 11?
yeah..and then i was thinking about damn band and school and everything, and i really dunno why, i started crying, and i couldn't stop.
and i just lay there crying, till it was 1230. then i couldn't take it anymore, i had to hug mummy.
i went to her room and lay beside her. i think i made so much noise she woke up.
heh. i told her i couldn't sleep, didn't say anything abt the crying.
and even lying there, i still cried. god, i thought i was going insane.
seriously. i thought i finally cracked.
then aft abt 15 min my mum asked me to go drink water n close my eyes n count to hundred. i did that, and must have drifted off eventually.
what e freaky night.
i really hope i NEVER have to experience that again.

yesterday went to orchard with mummy. bought slippers and all the other stuff.
tmr got school, then meeting dad to buy books, then got dance. man, i'm so cinfused.
i really dunno what i'm supposed to do to quit band!
i sent an sms to shieboon, but he didn't reply. i so dunno what to do!!
i think that's part of the reason i cried last night. should i talk to miss chong?
should i ask mitchell?? what the bloody hell am i supposed to do?????
maaan..should i ask my mum?
but i dun wanna bring up the topic. i know i'll start crying if i talk about it.
i dunno why. do i really hate band so much?
sigh. i dun wanna talk about it.

i need to keep some distance. hopefully they'll sack me. yay!!
ARGH. stop talking about it!!!!!!!!!!!

argh. i gtg now.
ciao.

Labels: look at me.

Friday, December 15, 2006

hello.
now i know how boring it is sitting home the whole day, waiting for time to pass.
tmr gg out with ym mummy! yay!!
i need to buy slippers, file and..i cant rmb.
bleargh. god, i'm bored.

speechless-the veronicas

feels like i have always known you
and i swear i dreamt about you
all those endless nights i was alone
it's like i've spent forever searching
now i know that it was worth it
with you it feels like i'm finally home

falling head over heels
thought i knew how it feels
but with you it's like the first day of my life

Cuz you leave me speechless
When you talk to me
You leave me breathless
The way you look at me
You manage to disarm me
My soul is shining through
Can't help but surrender
My everything to you

I thought I could resist you
I thought that I was strong
Somehow you were different from what I've known
I didn't see you coming
You took me by surprise and
You stole my heart before I could say no

Falling head over heels
Thought I knew how it feels
But with you it's like the first day of my life

You leave me speechless
When you talk to me
You leave me breathless
The way you look at me
You manage to disarm me
My soul is shining through
I can't help but surrender
Oh no
My everything to you

You leave me speechless
(the way you smile, the way you touch my face)
You leave me breathless
(it's something that you do I can't explain)
I run a million miles just to hear you say my name
Baby

You leave me speechless
You leave me breathless
The way you look at me
You manage to disarm me
My soul is shining through
I can't help but surrender
My everything to you

Thursday, December 14, 2006

hi. i just finished cleaning like..1/4 of my table.
omg..so dusty!!
sigh..can u believe that in less than 2 weeks we'll be back at school?
NOOOO!! i SO dun wanna go back to school.):
waaaaaaaa..how sad!!
sobs..

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1. how's life now?
super.

2. who was the last who sent you an
sms and call you ?
sms: ta, call: mummy.

3. are you good in your studies?
i guess.

4. can you speak english?
..

5. who was the last who said `love
umm..cant rmb. heh.

6. who is the most annoying person you
know?
YOU.

7. what time is it now?
1219pm

8. what song are you listening to now?
the veronicas' everything i'm not.

9. how many friends do you have on
friendster?
i dunno, lazy to check la.

10. who are you chatting with?
no one, i'm appearing offline. heh.

11. are you in trouble?
not that i know of.

12. have you been heart broken before?
no.

13. missing someone?
yea.

14. what day is today ?
um..friday.

15. any birthday's coming up? whose ?
ya. um....my uncle's.

16. bored?
you guessed it.

17. last channel you watched on tv?
boomerang. heh.

18. what time did you sleep last night?
12

19. do kids love you?
ask them la.

2o. do you make people laugh?
aha. i think so.

21. do you give away your secret to
anyone?
not just anyone.

22. ever smoked?
no.

23. ever drinked?
drunk lah, what drinked. heh. no.

24. ever got drunked?
DRUNK LA! lol. no.

25. dumped someone?
no.

26. are you caring, loving and tender?
um..i dunno.

27. do you love getting msgs at
friendster?
not really.

28. are you bored of doing this?
a little.

29. are you angry right now?
nah.

3o. are you angry at someone?
a little.

31. what do you really want to do now?
go out.

32. what brand of shoes do you like?
um.........i dunno, but i like pumps n flip flops.

33. who is the prettiest?
ME! haha kidding.

34. do you believe in soulmates?
yeah.

35. in the last 24 hours, have you
cried?
no.

36. laughed ?
yea.

37. felt sad ?
not really.

THE END. heh. ciao! (:

Labels: something stupid like "i love you".

hello! today went for class at 7.
i waited for swathi for like 15 min n she didn't show up. i called her house n sumi said she's still at home n not coming.
THANKS FOR TELLING ME! haiyo.
anw my mummy picked me up aft class..saturday is gg out with family day!
YAY!! i havent' gone out with my family in ages..
last holidays it's always like..i only go out with my family..
now its like i keep gg out with my friends..lala..
umm..oh!
uploaded the lagaan pics in the com..n i copied some of the music in my com into the blank cd..
i hate cds!! they can only stor like less than 20 songs..
so lousy man! i got like 30 plus songs..
n i had a hard time choosing which i wanted, heh. got band prac next week, i told them i'm gg on holiday. :/
i dun care anymore. i dun give a bloody damn whether they sack me.
if they do, i'll be overjoyed!! heh.
i think i haven't collected the band fund for like 5+ months. haha!
worst treasurer ever. blearghh..
i dun wanna talk about band. makes me sick. ..
i'm listening to once upon a dream from sleeping beauty. god, i haven't watched it in so long.
haha, i rmb last time in pri schl, someone said "oh my god" during homec. then the stupid effing teacher said "don't u dare say god's name in vain!"
haha!! that's why i feel rude typing "oh god" here. it's not wrong, isit?
lol. i think i've got signness, or however u spell it.
what is it exactly anw?

um, i think nxt fri rach n ian coming to play tennis at my house. please please PLEASE let my parents allow!!!!
man, i've been lying alot. i feel so sinful.):
k, i gtg now. ciao!! =D

Labels: nobody's gonna take me higher.

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

i think my posts are effing boring..so here's a quiz which hopefully isn't super boring..

- how tall are you ?

165.

- curly / straight / wavy hair ?

um, wavy and curly..

- pure filipino ?

um. no.

- do you eat veggies ?

yea! i am healthy. :D

- do you know how to play any sports ?

yeah. badminton, tennis, soccer, um..basketball, captain's ball..a lot la.

- do you eat fruits ?

mmhmm.

- do you know how to play any instruments ?

ya, trumpet.

- what time do you usually sleep ?

arnd 11 or earlier.

- what time do you usually wake up ?

like 7++

- do you smoke ?

nahhh.

- what kind of beverages do you usually
drink ?

uh..cold..

- do you take drugs ?

nope. why, do you?

- do you watch wrestling ?

ew. no.

- have you ever been in love ?

um, not rly sure.

- who u missing now ?

people.

- do you entertain suitors right now ?

ahaha. no.

- do you date ?

no.

- do you have a crush on someone now ?

no.

- who's your number one crush ?

you.

- what's your shoe size ?

gigantic man, i'm like a bigfoot. ): um, 9 or 10..

- what's your favorite brand of shirt ?

uh, samuel and kevin..though i only have 1..

- how many TVs do you have in your house ?

2.

- do you daydream ?

ahaha..who doesn't??

- what's your favourite fairytale ?

um, aladdin, sleeping beauty, hercules..anastasia!

- what was the last thing you ate ?

um, curry puff from ock.

- where would you like to go ?

nz!

- what do you think of hot dogs ?

i think they're nice wit mustard.

- do you wear sneakers ?

um not yet..?

- do you wear t-shirts ?

be hip, go topless. (=

- " things " people do that bother you ?

stare.

- 5 things / ppl you love :

things: going out, dancing, reading, watching movies in theaters, and..music.

- who always make you smile ?

me, duh. hah, kidding.

- worst subject ?

tamil! :p

- favorite subject ?

eng.

- who makes your heart beat fast n slow
at da
same time ?

me. =D

- what do you hate most in a relationship ?

um..no trust, or whatever the word is.

- describe your crush:

my ideal one would be, mysterious, cute and handsome at the same time, and HOT.

- have you taken your bath already ?

nope. :/

- what turns you off ?

um..sucky attitude? not sure..

- how many kids do you want to have ?

three max.

- who do you miss right now ?

people la!! how many times u wanna ask?

- r you living in e same hse when you
were born ?

no.

- do you consider make-up for girls is
necessary ?

no way.

- do you kiss your parents goodnight ?

my mummy. (:

- last person you had a conversation with :

um..swathi and sumi.

- current shampoo and conditioner :

pantene? i dunno, can't rmb.

- what is the brand of your toothpaste ?

darlie! it's damn nice lah. heh. ;D

- how many children are there in your
family ?

2!!

Labels: go on; leave me breathless.

hello! i'm back!!
today met chan at jurong then we met sumi at city hall..went 2 the 3 for $10 shop 2 buy pressie for ranji.
we bought a blue necklace, a blue bracelet and blue earrings for her..paid $10.
cool eh? then we went 2 spore river n opened the cake n all..
waited for the rest 2 come..in the end they lost their way.
heh..we borrowed a table from one of the restaurants. they were so nice.
we stole chairs too..then finally they all came, and ranji's eyes were closed.
we lit the candles..then when ranji opened her eyes, all the candles went out cept for 1.
haha! she blew it anw..
and we sang happy bday after she blew. heh..
then we put cake on her face n all. reshmi tried 2 put on me, then i pushed the coke cup and it spilled on my jeans n the chair n table n the floor..haha.
then i had 2 clean it all up..aft that ranji, kritika n me went 2 the toilet in one of the restaurants.
the guy came out to open the door, so i asked "can we use ur toilet?" and he said yeah.
so we went in then he asked us "how many ppl?" lol!!
so stupid la..he thought we were eating there.
then we played truth or dare..swathi had 2 go ask 2 tourists where spore river was.
even thought we were AT spore river..haha! so damn lame.
she asked then the tourists said they were french, so they didn't understand. LOL!!
this guy was putting xmas decorations on the ceiling..n he stood on a ladder..n sumi had 2 ask him "u think u so tall isit??"
haha! but in the end she didn't ask..yea..
so we walked to chinatown..n sat outside tfa and played splat..
then we went 2 eat at banquet..and went back 2 tfa..
we sat inside and played loads of lame games. left at abt 3 for vivo..
chan n reshmi went home. swathi, ranji and me an sumi went to vivo..
went to candy empire and swathi bought this jellybean thingy. there's like a lot of weird flavors lah. like marshmallow, coconut, strawberry smoothie, root beer n all. but i think it all tasted the same heh. (=
then we went 2 the pool and splshed everywhere. sumi and me got wet the most. =D
everywhere i go also i always get splashed. haiyo. oh, and the piggies on my phone fell off again. ): how SAD. D:
then ranji went home, and swathi, sumi and me went to orchard. sumi wanted 2 thread her eyebrows..so we went 2 heeren. then we asked 1 stupid lady where we can thread, and she said cineleisure..so we walked all the bloody way there. and asked another girl..and she said that arnd orchard don't have. wtf!! that stupid lady. hmph..
so we walked arnd. then met my sis aft her work, and then we all went home..
yay!! what i fun day. too bad i didn't bring my camera maaaaan..but i surely won't forget this day..
lala..tmr got class at 7pm. and maybe gg libby.
k then..i wanna go look for nice skin. ciao! (:

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Tuesday, December 12, 2006

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hello! i'm back.. swathi sumi left yesterday..can you believe i played tennis for 3 days in a row? cool eh?? so fun! (:
tmr all the lagaan ppl are gonna go spore river to celebrate ranji's bday! how fun!!
so exciting..um..
i've never posted a pic here before..i wanna try. wait ah..i go find.

ahaha. ok..that's our lagaan pic.
um, i better go now. ciao! :D

Thursday, December 07, 2006

hello. i wanted 2 play badminton today, since that day it was so fun. heh..so i asked my dad, and he said cannot cuz he has to bathe then go to work. ..can't he lyk bathe AFTER playing?? haiyo..then my sister cannot cuz she's on a mission 2 study for 24 hrs a day. sigh. i stay at home also no use. so boring. asked dinu 2 come over. then a few hrs later, he asked if I cld go 2 HIS house.

so i went lah. he booked the tennis court. but ti was lyk so bloody boring, half the time we're picking up balls. i wish i cld do at least smthng properly. i feel so effing useless. sucky at everything. anwz, we played stupid games at his hse, then ate and his dad sent me home.

how boring. yay, at least tmr swathi sumi coming 2 stay. n my mum only found out today. thanks ah, dad, for not telling her. i hope we do fun things. um, i better go now la. ciao! (:

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Wednesday, December 06, 2006

hi! guess what?
today i'm staying at home and retreating. actually, i retreated on mon alr.
but nvm la. n i need to call sumi and ask if they're still comin to stay.
lala. so today i'll prob be online the whole day.
unless someone chases me off. heh.
i feel like doing a lame quiz. wait ah, i go find.

1. The phone rings. Are you quick to
answer or do you ignore?

slooowly walk there n pick it up, since no one else at home bothers. hmph.

2. When shopping at the grocery store,
do you return your cart?

put it in the carpark. heh..

3. In a social setting, are you more
of a talker or a listener?

talker lah. but i listen too..duno lah.

4. Do you take compliments well?

mmhmm. i like being complimented. :D

5. Are you an active person?

yeah. lol.

6. Are you a parent?

no.

7. Do you like to ride horses?

yea, but the bad thing issat u bounce alot. haha.

8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid?

um..nope.

9. What was your favorite game as a
kid?

iceman. or ice and water, whatever. so fun!! (=

10. If a sexy person was pursuing you,
but you knew he/she was married would
you still get involved with them?

um..no!

11. Are you judgmental?

does that mean i judge ppl a lot? if yes, then yes.

12. Could you date someone with
different religious beliefs than you?

can i guess, but i doubt if muslim can.. :/

13. Do you like to pursue or be
pursued?

i think be pursued is better, unless the person's a stalker or smthng. haha!

14. Have you ever had a stalker?

no.

15. If you had to choose, would you
rather be deaf or blind.

deaf. if i was blind, i wouldn't be able to see the beauty of ppl and things. =D

16. Are you sexy?

why u ask me?

17. Do you know how to shoot the gun?

nope.

18. If your house was on fire, what
would be the first thing you'd try to
save?

the ppl living in the house, duh.

19. How often do you read books?

very.

20. Do you think more about the past,
present or future?

past.

21. What is your favorite children's
book?

um..aesop's fables. but i only read it when i grew up. heh. :p

22. Where were you born?

singapore, the garden city. (:

23. How tall are you?

164.

24. How much do you weigh?

48.

25. Where is your ideal house located?

in nz.

26. Last person you talked to?

my maid.

27. Have you ever taken pictures in a
photo booth?

yea.

28. When was the last time you were at
Olive Garden?

where's that?

29. What are your keys on your key
chain for?

keys on key chain??

30. Where was the furthest place you
traveled today?

from downstairs to upstairs.

31. Where is your current pain at?

dunno.

32. Do you like mustard?

ok lah.

33. Do you prefer to sleep or eat?

eat, but depends what.

34. Do you look like your mom or dad?

ppl say my mum, but i don't think so.

35. How long does it take you in the
shower?

5 min.

36. Can you do splits?

nah.

37. What movie do you want to see
right now?

material girls.

38. Do you put lotion on your legs
before you wear skirts or shorts?

no. for what??

39. What did you do for New Years?

can't rmb.

40. Did you think The Grudge was scary?

never watch.

41. What was the cause of your last
accident?

dunno.

42. Do you own a camera phone?

mmhmm.

43. What are you drinking?

nothing.

44. Was your mom a cheerleader?

LOL. no.

45. What's the last letter of your
middle name?

no middle name.

46. Who did you vote for on American
Idol?

never vote. so ex.

47. How many hours of sleep do you get
a night?

7-8.

48. Do you drink Egg Nog?

eww. no.

49. What do you buy at the movies?

tickets.

50. Do you wear your seatbelt?

yeah.

51. Do you know how to play poker?

no.

52. What do you sleep in?

a bed.

53. Anything big ever happen in your
town?

i heard someone committed suicide. not in my town lah. heh.

54. How many meals do you eat a day?

3-4.

55. Is yor tongue pierced?

nope.

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done!! gtg now. ciao! (:

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everytime i wanna blog, something interrupts me. like my parents are arnd or smthng.
maybe i'm nt meant to blog. heh..
ystd went to libby with chan, shukti and dinesh. dinesh so annoying la.
keep on pinching and beating me. idiot.
other than that, it was damn fun. we went to eat in mac aft borrowing books.
then shukti and chan were teasing me abt dha. haiyo!!
they asked for more curry sauce and wrote "vrin <3 dha" on the tissue. omg..
so embarrassing man! the stupid mac lady kept walking past and staring!!
and shukti can still take pic! omg..!!
lol! then we left there and went to outside the libby.
there was this shop thingy and they were selling earrings n stuff. it's 1 for $2 and 3 for $5..
so shukti, chan and me bought 3 of the same hoop earrings. yay!
so cool..then we walked around causeway point.
and we went to sit at the fountain and talk..then chan asked if i wanted 2 go to her house n play badminton.
but i was damn scared her acha will scold..so i didn't go.
chan n dinesh went home..then shukti and me went to jurong.
i went with her to buy nail polish for her sis..she chose a nice pink color.
then she bought muachi for us to share..u noe..
that flour thingy covered in peanut. then she said she wanted 2 get me something for my birthday..
so she bought me coke in mac. haha.
thanks! then she told me a cool joke.

guy 1 walks up to guy 2 looking sad.

guy 2: so what did the doctor say?

guy 1: i guess all those years of phone sex caught up with me.

guy 2: why?? what happened?

guy 1: i've got hearing AIDS.

LOL! so cute right?
anwz..aft that she left for home.
i went to my cuzzie's hse. n i was devastated thinking that there was band the next day..
i wasn't in any mood at all. and i was thinking how much i hated band.
so i plucked up the courage 2 go talk 2 my mum abt it all. i told her abt the bad attitude thing.
and i told her that i wasn't interested in it. and she asked if i wanted 2 change instrument.
and i said i wanted 2 quit, and she was so sweet. i told her can use dance as a cca..
and she allowed!! i love her 2 bits man! <3333
yay!!

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then today i went to chan's house aft lunch..went there then we played snap.
played monopoly..we got bored afft a while..
then i dunno what we did. arnd 2.30 we went to play badminton.
that was the funnest. haha.
aiyah i can't describe lah...you must be there.
lol. i left at arnd 6, aft watching vishwa vinayaka.
chan and me rated all the guys and girls in tfa. well, not all la.
um..yeah. that's all.
gtg now. ciao! =D

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Sunday, December 03, 2006

hello! i think i'm entering a state of depression after diti.
my life is so empty and boring man. anwz..
on the second day of diti..
met chan at jurong at 10++ then we went to hong lim. we saw swathi and reshmi there.
n we sat and watched shakti, madhu, kritika and swathi s perform their paatu. after a while we got bored.
so we went to help in the games stall. and i kept saying i wanted 2 go on the viking!
but it's the smaller version of the real one lah. but i didn't go.
anwz..moonlight walked into the games place from behind me la.
then reshmi was infront of moonlight. and she shouted at me "vrindha! rara!!"
and i was so effing embarrassed. it's so obvious la!!
but she doesn't even realise. omg..
i dun shout HER crush's name out right??
wth!
she thinks i'm blind? haiyo.
anwz..swathi and reshmi had 2 leave first cause they had to start make-up.
chan n me followed them all back to tfa and chan also started her make-up. i had no performance, so i helped them put their make-up.
so helpful rite?? then i helped kritika put her foundation.
n it was quite patchy lah, though i cldn't see anything. heh.
then kritika was lyk so mean. cuz i put the pins in her hair for her.
then it was pain for her, but at least it's tight, rite? then i put only one on each side, then deepa akka scolded her.
then kritika was lyk "i never put! vrindha put for me!! vrindha why u put so little?" wth man.
she only said it was tight. so that got me pissed.
n i was asked 2 help tie her sari. and i was super pissed and i didnt talk 2 her.
anwz..they all went to perform.
n i went to watch em. saw sarala aunty n sashi mama.
watched the show wit em. the fashion show was daaaamn nice man!
how i wish i cld have been in it.): then cheriamma all left.
so i went back 2 tfa 2 help them take off make up. i ended up sweeping the room.
i'm so proud of myself! i sweeped the room 3 days in a row!!
but that day i anyhow sweeped. so it was dirty. :/
heh. then we wanted 2 go horror house at night.
but my mum called and said she was leaving in 5 mins n i better come. wtf.
spoil everything. so i left lah.

on the third (and last) day of diti..
woke up at lyk..830? by accident. i was planning 2 sleep somemore.
then sumi called and said must be at hong lim by 930. so i faster got up.
called swathi n agreed 2 meet at chinatown at 9.15. shakti also.
but i left at lyk..9? heh.
in the end i reached at 935. then we sloooowly walked to hong lim.
prayers were atill going on. but me, being blur, didn't noe.
so i followed the rest to sit in front of the stage. n they were having prayers on the stage la.
then aunty lakshmi called us to go n sit there. by the time we sat, prayers finished.
then aunty lakshmi came n scolded us. "got prayers going on u dunno how 2 come and sit here ah? huh?? can still sit there and chit chat. call youselves shiva family?"
and she was in a bad mood the whole morning. aft prayers the little kiddies did their blocking on stage.
we sat at the side and waited. then reshmi and me went up to ask aunty lakshmi whether we couold do blocking after that.
we were scared, cuz she was in a bad mood. then when we asked her she was lyk ignoring us. n she said "if there's time lah".
so annoying man. we waited for a looong time.
at last we went. madhavi helped us do.
then we went offstage to practice. but it started raining.
then we sat there and talked for a while. aft the rain stopped we practiced once or twice.
then went back to tfa to sleep. but we didn't.
we watched the jb boys get ready. omg their dance was superb man!
so freaking nice!! then we went to do our nails.
i painted mine pink. helped chan paint her toenails.
painted maithili's nails for her. she paid me a coupon! yay!!
but in the end i gave it to her to buy lunch. haha.
then we left to start make-up. chan helped me do mine.
thx! :D then..
there was an odissi workshop going on in the other room. and our jewellery was there.
and we weren't allowed to go in. so it was lyk 4.30 when we got our jewellery.
n we were supposed to reach hong lim by 4.45. but smart madhu didn't take my jewellery bag. then i was lyk asking "where's my bag? u didn't take it!"
but as usual no one listened. so i went into the room super pissed and took the spare jewellery.
no one even cared lah. i was so pissed, i wanted 2 cry alr.
everyone was fussing over themselves. lucky dheesha and aarthi were so nice. they helped me put everything.
my veil also. so sweet.
then i was the last over there, and they were putting my veil.
and everyone was so kind, they didn't wait for me. except chan.
so we practically ran to hong lim. and waited backstage.
i wasnt smiling backstage, i was so pissed. and stupid kritika can still ask " why u so sad?"
i was thinking "if only u knew". then we went to perform.
chan said that before us there were hardly anyone watching. then when they announced "lagaan" then everyone came to watch.
haha. cool eh?
n then everyone said it was damn nice. YAY!
i was so happy after that. some ppl asked us 2 take pics.
then when we were walking back to tfa, we shouted to madhavi "THANK U!" and she was super embarrassed. haha.
aft we took off our make-up, we went back to hong lim. shakti, madhu and me went on the viking.
stupid chandrika and swathi backed out cuz it was embarrassing?? wth.
so lame lah. haha.
i cldnt even fit into the damn seat. cuz it's for little kids.
then madhu behind me screaming lyk she gonna die liddat. i almost went deaf.
aft that we went to horror house. it was scarier than last time.
but still very boring. then we went and stood at the back door of the horror house.
then we could see inside. then reshmi was standing closest to the door.
suddenly one of the guys opened the back door and scared us. then reshmi screamed and ran.
LOL!! HAHAHA.
so bloody funny man!! HAHA.
she scared of everything.LOL.
then we went to eat and sat around talking and [playing. chandi left.
then we sat at the badminton court and played truth or dare. then ranji came and put ice cubes behind everyone's backs.
haha! so fun.
then madhu had 2 go and tell her cousin haresh "i love you".
then he was lyk "okay."
lol. so lame.
then we watched all the shows. the bhangra was super high man.
aft that was shava shava. anita akka was daaaaaaaaamn good.
then was kajaraare, which was FANTASTIC. it was the best.
such a GREAT ending to DITI.
i'm gonna miss ALL the fun ):
sigh. one whole month.
)))):
i gtg now. ciao!!

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Friday, December 01, 2006

hi.
today is..friday.
the first of december. diti started today.
um..i think day before yesterday?
i went out with ta, weiting, amanda lim and dar. went to orchard.
it was soooo great to see them again. we had loads of fun crapping around.
first we went to art friend, cuz weiting wanted 2 buy a pressie for her friend.we made a lot of noise there.
haha. then we went to sit at coffee bean.
i had no money, so i kop from everyone. heh.
i owe them. it was so damn nice, the cakes n all.
yum! then we sat and talked for a long time.
then i left for dance. then i can't rmb what happened.
um..now back to today.
diti started. i reached home late ystd, so i packed n went 2 sleep.
then this morning i came to tfa. at abt 9.
we started make up. i dunno why, but these days i've bin getting angry easily.
anwz, put make up n costume and blah, then we walked 2 hong lim park in our costumes and stuff. obviously got ppl staring lah, but who cares.
then we performed rajastani. not many ppl there, cuz it was afternn only.
saw sumathi aunty, ishu n gayu. thay said it was nice.
then went back to tfa and changed. then went back to hong lim and ate.
we went into the horror house. actually i was abit scared lah.
krithika and the other girl say until like so damn scary la. but i went in wit sumi, resh n chan.
then we went in, then resh n chan didn't wanna move forward! lol!!
then sumi n me were lyk "move! move!!" then they two ran out.
haha! then sumi, me and one little boy went on in.
it wasn't that scary, just damn dark. then got "pontianak" all.
haha. not scary lah.
cuz we all know who the ppl are what. then dha sit on the swing do nothing.
it's abit scary lah, but very ..BORING. then the last part raman so stupid.
he jumped out at us without his mask, then put it on. wth!
haha. then we left, and waited outside for resh and chan to come out.
lol. when we were waiting outside we cld hear resh screaming!!
haha. then we went back to tfa and started make up for lingashtakam.
i had to take out all my eye make up cuz that lady put until so messy man! argh.
so i put practically all my make up agn. then shakti drew my eyes nicely for me.
thx!! =D then we wanted to go mac.
but then we had to tie panchakacham. hmph.
so we tied and sat there and rested and chit chatted a while. dha was entertaining everyone abt the haunted hse.
but he wldnt tell us who was who. then we left for hong lim.
went and sat in the air con room and waited. then we had to go out and welcome the tharman guy.
the minister fo education. waited soooo long.
then we sposed to throw flowers, but i didn't lah. i threw it on krithika instead.
she got my blessings. (: then we went n performed lingashtakam.
everyone said it was damn nice, but i don't think so. dunno la.
then we went to change, then washed our make up away. lol.
there was a tsunami in the toilet. one of the taps were leaking.
then we walked back to honglim barefoot, to accompany sumi, cuz her slippers broke. be hip, go barefoot. :D then we ate over there.
saw my mummy, daddy, n maid. (= my sis nvr come.
hmph. i realise that most of my sentences start wit "then".
heh. anw, aft that we went n sat at the badminton court.
n we made noise n had fun. shakti n krithika threw flowers at me and said i was gonna marry dha!
wth!! why does everyone think i like him??
is it that obivious? no lah, kidding.
LOL. i dun like him!!!
then they used my phone to prank call him, and he was nearby, so we cld see when he picked up. but he didnt pick up.
then when shakti put down the phone he picked up. but he didn't call back.
phew. lol.
then went home wit mummy n aunty. so damn tired.
it's 11.45pm now. i'm really exhausted.
lucky tmr no dance. but must wake up early.
i always have trouble sleeping, i dunno why!! it's so bloody annoying!
ok then, i better go sleep now. ciao!! =D

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