i don't think i'm unique in any way. god, life really sucks. we all have so many problems, and it's all so fucked up. mum and dad left for india ystd, it's gonna be one hell of a looooong month till they're back. ): and school is fucking sucky, i so hate it. i felt so out of mood this morning, dunno why, and i was so bloody random. what's wrong with me? sigh. chem and bio tchrs didn't come today, so hurray, four periods free, and my mum was so fucking biased ystd. she told everyone i was chatting on the internet. HELLO, IT'S MSN for god's sake, and if my sis can do it, why can't I?? i'm not supposed to be useing the com now, cuz according to my sis, it's cuz of me that it always jams up. i guess that's true, cuz i somehow managed to screw the com and her laptop without doing anything. ): SIGH. i need to buy presents for sumi, sswathi, dinah, joanne, niz, amanda, jiayi, afina, and jeslin. i hope they give me too, if not i'll feel so stupid, besides swathi and sumi. phoo. please let the next few days be better, please.

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hello, i just finished watching supernatural and restarting the effing laptop 85723957 times. i reached home at like 10 today, i'm reaching home later and later every day, and my eyebags are so huge i can go shopping with them, that's what my sister said -.-
anyway, today i went for band and for once the conductor was happy! YAY!! tmr got dance for a long time and i'm so freaking tired and i have so much hmwk. ciao.

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HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOO!! I MISS MY DAAAAAAAARLINGG BLOGGIE SOOOOOOOOO MUCH!! HAHA. -squeezes bloggie- today went for AEM, made icecream! mrs lam finally came back ystd, and gave us a lot of hmwk, and tmr i got band and after that got dance and i am SO BLOODY TIRED. got a lot of hmwk, and i dun understand maths and chem, SOMEONE TEACH ME PLEASEEEEEEE. ): i gtg finish my mound of hmwk now, ciao.

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hello, i dutifully went for band today. (= but mummy called halfway through and came to pick me up to go buy stuff so YAY. she even brought me out to eat, so nice. mum n dad are gng overseas on sun, coming back next month, so its just me and my sis and my maid! today had bio prac, and stupid ms chong took over maths cuz mrs lam didnt come again, my new bio partner's sivfong =D tmr got AEM):

please let tmr be a good day, i gtg now, got hmwk. BYE! :D

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emotional outburst: i feel so..constrained. i need SPACE, man. god, can't you just give me SPACE? for once, i wanna be alone, and i don't care what anyone thinks. i feel stupid too. and used. i also feel lousy, well that's no surprise. i feel LAZY. i feel effing tired. i feel annoying.):

is it possible to feel so much? i might just BURST, from holding everything in. today's chem test, was pretty easy. PLEASE lemme pass, and well. i can already tell that this week isn't gonna be good. just lemme get through it. D:

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im so tired and my head hurts like..like..like i dunno, but IT HURTS MAN. ouchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. and my whole bloody body is ACHING. waa. and i didn't bring home my chem tb, i have a chem test tmr and im gonna fail, i dun understand ANYTHING, please help me god. gotta go try and understand, CIAO.



heeeeeeelp.

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eh it's 9pm now! AND MY SISTER'S SLEEPING!! i didn't know she was such a lazy pig. whee. i just finished writing 2 journal entries in a row. u shld try it sometime. it's very refreshing! and im refreshing myself again by BLOGGING!! oh and today..hmm..today! my 50 cent coin fell nto the drain! )= and sano helped me lift up the drain and i had to reach my hand in and pick up the icky coin with an icky leaf! HMPH. and some people can still try and push me into the drain! HMPH. and went for AEM after school! HOW BORING. boringboringboring. no wonder that ros girl quit!! lala..oh, and i totally forgot i had dance today, so yeah, i didn't go, and i feel like such a meanie. blah, anw, WHY IS MY MUM NOT HOME YET? why isit that everyone else's mum can come home on time but mine can't? and she complains that she doesn't get to spend time with me. -.- okay, gtg now, ciao! =D

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HAHAHAHA today was super damn funny. after school we all were sitting on the bench thingy outside the classroom, and joanne got birdshit on her hand, and then the whole bench toppled over! HAHAHA and it fell on ian, pamela and afina. HAHAHAHA!! so effing funny. everyone was rofl. LOOOOOOOLL! =D
went to libby with chan after schl, and studied (sorta) till 630, and just came home. tmr got AEM again): but i get to skip band, i dunno if im happy abt that, kinda starting to enjoy it. :p monday got chem retest, must not fail, must go study. monday also got eng common test.i think i wanna go study in the libby more often. AIRCON! (= and i managed to finish my hw AND have fun. yay. gtg now. ciao! =D

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got back chem test today, 15/40. i think only like 2 ppl passed. :/ after schl went for AEM, boring. today nthng much lah. sorry got nthng to blog, i cant rmbr anything, excpet i NEED TO SLEEP. bye.

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today ms ang shouted at me in the hall cuz i lifted up miaoling's skirt for fun. :/ "WHY MUST YOU DO THAT? SO MANY BOYS AROUND!" -.- had 3 periods of boring bio, thx to mrs lam being absent. aft school went for band, and for once it was fun, syawa said he'll join trumpet. (: there's a cute sec 1 guy, RIO. ahh!! but after looking at him for so long, not cute alr. :D today was funny funny fun. tmr got AEM, boring. )= i don't wanna do my homework!

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HELLO! today school sucked, i didn't know how to do half the chem test. got back maths, 12/20. got back tamil, just passed. D= sucky..update ltr. ciao.

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HELLO! woke up this morning and felt so lethargic, went for class, slacked around there from 11-3. had dance, then came home. i wanna get a new wallet. mine stinks. literally. my dance exam's on the 25th. i dunno jan or feb. :/ i'm so nt ready.
tmr got school. just finished all my homeworkys. tmr got chem test. shit. never study. blahblahblah. so cold. gtg now. CIAO! (:

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hello! today met niz and went libby to study. they were having some stupid damn boring poetry reading thing there. then afina came, went 2 eat. then went back 2 libby, borrowed mags, read books, took lame pics, went for dance. afina i want the pics! then aft dance, i got a free swensens balloon! (= sumi wrote on it and i took it home, and everything got smudged. :p haven't finish hmwk. :/ gtg do now. ciao!! =D

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ystd went for the first AEM lesson. so boring! the montfort sec guys are in our class too. no cute guys. haha..today was fun, during lessons. everyone kept teasing me abt timothy! amanda wrote his name on ym eraser. -.- aftetr schl big bookshopped with candice. she bought stuff for her class, i got double sided tape, then came home, blah. tmr got cca open hse+AEM after schl. ): PLEASE tell me no need to wear band uni. PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE.

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HELLOHELLO.today no hmwk!! YAY. decorated class notice board today, it looks so seventies and retro-ey. (: everyone's gonna get a shock when they come tmr. timothy kor is my cousin. HAHA. played a stupid "survivor game" in english today. blahblah. went for band. i think..i really dunno whether i should still quit. the conductor FOUND OUT THAT I WANNA QUIT. no idea how. ahhhhhh. SHOULD I QUIT? maybe i'll so what ms chong said and write the pros and cons. BUT.argh.
pros: it's just ONE MORE DAMN YEAR.
cons: EVERYTHING.

the logical thing is that i quit. but..1 year. I DUNNOOOOOO. HELP.

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i think i'm gonna listen to "it ends tonight" the whole today. it's so damn nice. ystd went to dinner with fiie's family. ystd school was shitty. had band performance, and i couldn't play at all. i'm so gonna quit. but for a second there i thought abt not quitting. i heard loadsa sec ones joined..NO VRIN. NO CHANGING OF MIND. my new years' resolution is to take risks, and one of the risks is quitting band. there's NO backing out now.

the walls start breathing, my mind's unweaving..

then had to stay back for band orientation, but i made up a stupid excuse n went 2 fiie's hse. stayed there till 6 n told my dad tchr's treating us 2 dinner. :p god i'm such a liar. i'm so gonna be punished badly for lying. i'm gonna be reincarnated many many times before i go to heaven.
ANW, i was stuffed aft the dinner. got my lenses today, and i'm ponning dance. dun feel lyk going. i'm a horrible person! gtg now. ciao!

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BOO! wahaha. today didn't go to school. stomach cramps! ..so i stayed home. then afina called and asked for my addy for the food innovation thing. i suspected smthng! haha. then she and haniz called me when they were at my house bus stop. so stupid! haha. they were tryinna surprise me. so they came 2 my hse n gave me hw n they stayed till 430. then they left, and i did some hmwk. still haven't finish. whoo! my heartsong's currently "it ends tonight".it's so damn nice!! hehe. gtg now. CIAO! :D

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whoo. today was the first day of school. um, i dun really like my new class. i soooooooo prefer 2/3. I MISS 2/3! ):
actually there r noisy ppl in my class..like. um..timothy, zhiyuan, dinah, sivfong, ME, amanda? i dunno. afina says i have 2 activate them. I WANT A CLASS SPIRIT MAN! gosh. ): after schl haniz, fiie and me went 2 ginza. we took the bus with hoeson. haha! he was so funny. he said that theeban got receding hairline!! HAHA! then we went 2 ginza and ate kfc. when we were leaving, saw jolene, isabel, shufei and another girl. then went 2 jurong 2 meet chechi. saw chan there, and we ate in kfc. then i was buying icecream when shieboon and gang came there. hehe.
thennn..my headache was killing me..so went home. and slept till 6+. read a maths book. so cheem man!! sigh. i hope tmr's a better day than today was. sigh..gtg now. CIAO! (=

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haha. i just found this when i was reading my archives. it's a song i wrote when i was in sec 1 i think. it's damn lame.



he sees her coming but
he doesnt make a move
what is he waiting for
someone to get her first?

she walks by without a glance
but he stares after her
when will he get the guts
to actually fall in love

chorus: prince charming
when will you come and catch me
before i fall yeah
youre my prince charming
i love you but its too hard to say
prince charming
i love you but do you feel the same way

next day hes there again
hed do anything
just to look at her
pretty face
looks like shes lonely too
how long has she been waiting
for her fantasy


there. so lame man! haha.

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You Are Cookie Monster

Misunderstood as a primal monster, you're a true hedonist with a huge sweet tooth. You are usually feeling: Hungry. Cookies are preferred, but you'll eat anything if cookies aren't around. You are famous for: Your slightly crazy eyes and usual way of speaking How you life your life: In the moment. "Me want COOKIE!"

Your Halloween Costume Should Be

Catwoman

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ahhhh, tmr got school.!! sigh..i'm sposed 2 send guru the swensens photos, he called me juz nw. but i'm using my sis's laptop, how to send??

um, ystd wentto orchard with mummy. got my schl shoes, and new tops. i dunno why mym mum suddenly wants 2 buy me so much stuff. and we ate in mac too. today must go again to buy stuff for my sis.hmm. was sposed 2 have class today, but i didn't go. :p lazy..and lazy to go to schl tmr too.
gtg now. ciao! (=

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