Thursday, May 26, 2005
haii.depressed again.wish i cld change evrythingg.wish i cld be born into a new family.a new life.one less complicated.i feel lk giving up.but giving up is also not easy.wish i cld have no feelings.jus be empty.float arnd.do nth.haii.i carnt express what i want to here.hmm.how to.i knw.i'll use code.err.ok.nvm.i tink its too hard.sighs.they all having bbq now.. i wana go.wish i cld get out of this jail.one whole mth must be stuck here.whatever.i dun wana tok abt my feelings.hmm.today went to sch.then.met candy isabel n adhi.then we went central.went 7-eleven.then candy bought slurpee.bel n me bought floats.coke + sprite.mm.so nice.then aftr tt we went home.cos candy n bel go bels hse.i wanted to go too bt felt too depressed.hmm.then yest bel n me wanted to go kfc bt changed our minds so we went to buy floats.again.but no more ice-cream.so we bought drinks n went to sit under bels hse.then we toked.then i went home.quite boring yeah.but its fun to tok to bel.she understand you.unlike some ppl.hmph.
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you made up your mind
to leave it all behind
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you made up your mind
to leave it all behind
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