Wednesday, May 03, 2006
ok, so it was all really sudden.. he collapsed, and went to the hospital, the doctors said it was a heart attack, and.. he just went.im really devastated.): but.. i couldnt even cry during the funeral man.. dunno why.and now because he's gone, they wanna SELL THE HOUSE.whats their damn prob man? its like.. the house has been used by us as a family house for over 30 yrs.and they just wanna let it go like that? how can that be?? sighs.and they all keep creating more n more problems..
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anyway, i think my dad's really poor thing.he has to handle everything just cause he's the oldest child, and he's got so many problems and burdens and he doesnt even complain.i really feel for him.wish i could help him somehow.today had hist paper.hope i at least pass.i am so doomed for streaming.got other things on my mind.thats why i cant study! SIGHS.