Thursday, May 03, 2007
i feel like such a fool. an idiot. IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT, PLEASE. it's all me. i'm the insensitive one. i wasn't even there for you when you needed me most, I'M the one at fault. i would be freaking angry if my so called best friend did that to me. i've really let you down. i'm not tryinna be emo or whatever but this is how i feel. i'm not tryinna get you to forgive me, i just want you to know. i'm not just apologising cause i know i have to. i really do wanna be there for you. i don't ever wanna be missed out in your life. truthfully, at times, i myself never felt like you treated me as a best friend too. i guess we're both cowards cause we're confessing on a blog. hah. i'm just gonna say it ALL out here. i want us to be best friends again. if i've lost your trust, i don't mind trying to get it back. if there's anything you need me to change about myself, i will. i'm not emotionless anymore right? i changed! it's all my bloody fault for being so cowardly and stupid. i'm really really sorry. i don't blame you if you never wanna talk to me again, but even if there's the teeniest little chance that you do, i want it to be how it was before. to be frank, i've always wondered why I'm your best friend. i wondered what was so great about me that made you like me.i don't want anyone else to get in the way. it can't be that we aren't meant to be best friends right? you might think i'm making a big deal about this but i think what i did IS a big deal. i'd be freaking pissed if you did that to me. i'm really sorry, cause i was the last one, and i don't wanna let you down like the other did. really, honestly.Labels: give me something to believe in.
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you made up your mind
to leave it all behind
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you made up your mind
to leave it all behind
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