Wednesday, September 12, 2007
oh.my.god.I hate poetry. It's so emo, emo, emo. HATE POETRY. it makes you feel so responsible for all the bad things in life and it JUST.MAKES.YOU.SO.BLOODY.GUILTY. HATE POETRY!
I never wanna wish to be sick again. vomiting so much makes me feel so weak, I'm so afraid that when I stand up I'm gonna fall back down again or when I eat I'm gonna vomit it out. I sometimes even wonder if I'm forcing myself to vomit. okay don't think that. and now I can't breathe properly, and my sister says it's cause I've lost so much water, but when I drink my water, again, I'm scared I'll vomit. I spent practically the whole of today watching zoey 101 episodes, don't ask why, they're appealing to me.
I'm sorry for the tears I've made you cry, I guess this time it really is goodbye